Still have it.
no need for meh , that's awesome , it will happen :) you have probably spent so much time thinking about it when it does happen chances are it will be for the right reason and the right person at that time , still having it is a good thing remember that :)
I was 18 and lost it in an unexpected orgy...altho this sounds great i wish it had of been different with someone i actually cared about.
16, with a 23 year old, on new years'.
totally not the right person, but the concept of "the first time" being the most important is ridiculous, so i choose not to regret it (:
it's not the most important but it is the one you will always remember for good or bad , the first time concept is right up there with the old rites of passage crap , your first kiss , drink , drug , theft , fight , sex , kid , it's all just crap :)
you deserve better