Ashley's Blog (6)

made a facebook for my stuff I have been making:    like my page here! 

i used to be beautiful
but now I'm just me
carry all my dreams away
on vampire wings
dreaming always
of horrible things
its a morbid sight
that will never let me be
I hurt so intensely
it sickens me to the core
but what is there to do
when death is at your door
invite her in for cookies and tea
the pain, pulsates through me to show that I'm alive
i used to be beautiful but now I'm just me Continue

feeling so lost

sitting amongst the trees

wondering how to be

watching the leaves falling

so peacefully to the ground

always falling they never make a sound

i stay here forever

forever and never leave

sitting here quietly

amongst the trees

the leaves keep falling

in great big piles of rotting decay

nobody cares

nobody stays

golden and lovely

as hair on an angel's head

the leaves keep falling

creating a warm and… Continue

"Saint Valentine's Day (commonly shortened to Valentine's Day) is an annual holiday held on February 14 



celebrating love and affection between intimate companions. The holiday is named after one or more early 



Christian martyrs named Valentine and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 496 AD. It is traditionally a 



day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery, and 



sending greeting cards (known as… Continue

Recently I had the worst nightmare i have had in a long time. It wasn't really like a me running around terrified, screaming. more like horrific visions, and me just playing along as if it were normal. So my dream starts out Justin and I are living in a modular home. We were getting ready to go somewhere, and i was in the basement finishing up some cleaning on the stairs. the stairs and floors are all poured cement. Then i proceed to put the vaccuume away that i had been using. As my final task… Continue

decided to add some old blogs before starting new ones...i actually didn't realize that you COULD blog here....silly me...



so today i slept in on accident again, but while i was covering my face with my pillow and my mind somewhere between wondering what it would be like to be able to fly and abruptly getting shot down from the sky i realized something. I realised that i could vaguely hear my neighbors next door arguing. The odd thing is that my first reaction, was that i thought it… Continue